DEAR GOD,

Quiet my lips, awaken my soul.

It's time to lay 6 feet under.
Maybe you will see me again
when the light returns.

Everything 2009.

No more.

This is the time to retreat.
Days will remain black and white and
rain will be no different than sunshine.
But, in a year, things will be different.
One day, I will joyfully cry and look into your eyes
and tell you I will love you every step of the way.
I will love you beyond the time my heart is no more,
and the dust that I will become will still
radiate my beaming love for you.
You will be mine, and I will be yours,
forever, even after we are no more.
But for now, I must sleep.
And when I awake, I pray for a brighter day.

Subway is a porno

It's up to me now, turn on the bright lights.


You were there, hiding in my bed.
He bent down to kiss your forehead.
I saw and I cried,
and if you were me, you would have died.

In that moment, you took over,
though still submerged under the covers.
What could I do?
I wasn't, nor will ever be, you.

We all know how this ends,
with a heart so sick and blackened.
It's a sorry way of life, but
it's my own goddamned heart that's shut.
So FUCK off!


It's up to me now, turn on the bright lights.

Only fools

When do you know when it's the time?
When do I know when it's time to entertain the slow tick
of this fucking clock and smash it into the table?
When does this end? and,
When did this end already?
When were you going to tell me?
When you had made me even more crazy?

Only fools lift their feet;
weld yours into stone and you will be alright.
You will never have to worry about the sights above.
You will only stare at your grounded feet.

I think I will go crazy if I don't run;
in every sense of the word.



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