Time to get busy!

But, then I think, even some of those who I thought would never leave, did. So it's a crap-shoot.

And sometimes I say to myself, "What are you doing? Relax those shoulders and take a deep breath. The sun is still burning and the world is at your fingertips. Though it may hurt, all you have to do is jump."

Thoughts from a friend.

You are free to be exactly who you want to be and do exactly what you want to do, and in the end no one else really matters... except those who really matter.

We can't go around trying to live up to what everyone wants us to be, ignoring the desire within ourselves to just be exactly who we are in each moment. Find contentment in being you... Don't ignore those pangs of self-doubt and self-consciousness. They are trying to tell you something, so let them speak... Don't suffocate or ignore them, because they will keep coming back. Hear them out. Let them take their course in you.

Let the rest of your life start rolling.

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Get the fuck over it, seriously.

What if my place in all the universe is right next to you?

It's about that time again
to shed yet another layer of skin.
I'm outgrowing you all,
or maybe it's that you've made me feel so incredibly small
and trapped, that I'm leaving.

I hear everything that you do and don't say,
and I relive it every single day
TRYING to fit your perfectly tiny mold,
doing anything and everything I'm told.
But I've always squirmed under pressure.

So, yes, I'm fading into the background,
and, no, I'm not looking to be found.
When you've all stopped climbing trees,
maybe wave hello to me,
and don't be a stranger when I pass you in the wind.

He said, "I wouldn't do that, because I know you've struggled with that before."

I dreamed the world was ending.

I dreamed the world was ending. I and you and they knew it was coming. We rushed around to prepare for the end, but then it just happened. I spent my last moments in a coat closet, searching for you to hold me. And I couldn't get to you.