this is when i have to tell you the truth. goodbye.

it takes a steady hand to keep it all together. but my hands are all over the place now, grasping for something to hold on to. and yours are slippery, though steady, oh my god. this is it. this is the infinite moment that has captured my soul. with my lips above water, unable to quench my thirst, would you come and kiss me? it's something that would not harm you, but could ultimately be detrimental to me. the sensation of skin, a touch that means a thing. restate it three times; i am not, haven't been, never was. but i'm in love with you. it's okay, it's okay, it's okay. i'll be okay someday. but today i can't. i have to tell you that i can't stay under your stare today. it'll be okay. you'll be alright. you already are. you seem to be doing just fine without me.